cabin fever

Man I'm losing my mind. I've been recovering at my house from tonsil surgery since Thursday and it feels like forever. My pain medication seems to be hit or miss but is almost always accompanied by the need for instant sleep so I can't drive, or barely shower while standing up.

The medication also has been causing a lot of pre/post sleep auditory hallucinations. Like enough that I'm not sure what to do about it. It's also made me very creative in my sleep. I designed an entire runway show the other night. Most of the models were Japanese and the clothes were collapsible. I also came up with a whole list of people I was going to propose to if I ever got better. I also invented a type of light rail system to get kids to school without school buses. I must not like buses, but I don't remember why. Oh no I remember I was trying to invent something to help my grandma get down the stairs in her new house and then it morphed into a school/kid thing instead.

I re-wrote the final number for the Muppet movie and choreographed it to include more tap dancing. Also I've been busy coming up with movie ideas. One involves a bunch of witches in a large castle, and another is about geniuses on meth participating in a short-term government controlled experiment to cure everything wrong with society.

I decided today not to take any pain medication because I wanted to do my taxes, but had left my tax stuff at work. So I drove to work and snuck in and grabbed what I needed. On the way home I got very excited about getting a cheese quesadilla. So I had to time taking my pain medication just right so that my throat wouldn't be too sore to eat, but my driving wouldn't be compromised. I then also had to factor in how quickly I needed to eat so that I wouldn't go narco with a quesadilla half in my mouth. But also had to eat enough so that I wouldn't take my pain medicine on and empty stomach and vomit my pills up. (I got two quesadillas in case this happened). oh man I'm getting tired. I think everything worked out and I can now nap.

I just want to get better and stop feeling crazy.